Tuesday, November 24, 2009

PSYCHE



I always have these queries in my head, yet i do not even know how to put these into words. It's like it has been there for a long time and it's pushing its way out. The entry of these questions were quick and the exit will be quite challenging. I sometimes hate myself for acting tough, hence i cry about just anything. I could also cut myself for being too generous wherein I know that I might even get myself into trouble. I could even kill myself every time I wear my heart on my sleeve and all i could do is forgive and forget. 


That... i always get in trouble with. That... pushed me to be just me- plainly ambitious. That... I know will lead me to goodness, yet I'll always stay unknown. All these made me care-less. I'll live my life just the way I wanted it. No fuss, no nothing.



You... again


i couldn't think past the lullaby in my head. 
as i began soaring up high.
images of you...
i paused-

and i think twice.



i couldn't laugh without your guffaws haunting.
as i keep my head cool.
memories...
i stopped.

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God! i keep playing our song.