SOULS GATHERED IN MORTALITY

This was the day of reconcilliation. The day where maturity speaks of growing up with them. I love these people not because they're part of me, but i love the fact that i have grown to be the person i am because they are there. Silent, yet in touched with me by heart. However stupid and crazy and emotional i get, i would never be hapless in the world, because these three women in my life will be here to listen, to ridicule, to love, to hate, to kill and revive me. A lot of drinking to do and cigarettes to puff, more rice, more chicken, more softdrinks, more arts, more prawns, crabs and porks. More friends to meet, more friends that will hurt us. More guys to meet, but a few who'll sweep us off our feet. More learnings, more failures. A welcome to success and farewell to discouragements. A life away from childishness and melodramas. A life we wanted to live together. Though there is this geographical distance between us, we still have the invisible thread that connects us.

These are the people worth all my tears and snobs.

And i am worth all the love and hate from them.

AGLIOPHOBIA

I fear your presence,
It sends chills down my spine.

I fear your stare,
Cause I know I couldn’t stand staring too.

I fear your touch,
Cause I might break my own bones.

I fear your kiss,
Cause I might give in to you.

I fear your voice,
As it commands me to speak.

I fear your embrace,
Cause I’ll break down and weep.

I fear to hold you,
Now that you’re near.

I dream of “us”
Though I am awake and panting.

I fear to sleep beside you,
Cause I might whisper my heart.

I dream of midnights
Where our hearts somehow collide.

I fear my thoughts would make me crazy
But, I love how you make my heart leap.

I fear my sadness will be forever,
And you’re still there silently causing me pain.

I fear to let you know my heartaches,
Bet you might drop me profusely bleeding.

What I fear most is when my love for you fades,
When you come to say you love me too.