INTRUDER

Another breaking, another aching. He could have been better, but for now he's the best. I see him now, or I'll see him never, what matters is that we see the line together. He could be, he should be or else I'll be the Frisbee. A momentary suspension, a lifetime to linger. He is here, though forever is an ideal. All there is, is one simple act: understanding, though it's very generic. This word's often taken for granted, yet I say, this word meant the mundane world. Where is he if I do not understand him? Where will I, if I chose to be misunderstood? He is right at my door, knocking and he will keep on knocking until he finally breaks in. When he does, I'll be just there, impatient,but loving.

I'll see you when I see you.

Of Blood and Tears

Why does the torturing won't stop? I see that bloody firmament and i couldn't pass by the meadow without my tears turned crimson. Oh, I hate the feeling of rejection because I know them too much. The most wicked torture I man-made myself. I allow these demons to eat me alive. I welcome the shadows of my past in my intense dreams. Would you, my loving world bring me justice? Or should I be the one seeking for it? It's always my downfall, and I don't think I'll ever learn the lesson. Or maybe I am addicted to the pain it gives me. I thought love is the morphine? Why then I still feel the wounds were never healed? The wounds keep on getting more abrasions. Will I wait for the numbness of my soul? Or should I just allow this to keep on burning 'till I'm used to it? I have been there. Now, i am again getting there. I know exactly how it feels, but I keep coming back. Why? Do I  have the feeblest heart? Do I deserve this? Or am I just cursed? Whatever the answers to these queries, I intend to be myself. It's the only defense I could come up with. I always have to take the risks even if it means being the bloodied lass, broken and alone in the end.

ARIA

You asked me to make this for you, and here it is.

Tonight's a distant lullaby

A humming that comes from nowhere

Midnight is screaming its silence

Like my dreams with you fiddling.

Tunes i made from sobbing

A delicate song playing

I see you softly laying

As i rush towards you, chanting.

I love creating a world with you
Of words we mouth and chew.
I love the melody you filled in my head,
The dancing of you and me.

I devour your endless whisper
Crushed the doubt that's forming,
Your voice will always be my ditty
Forever, it'll be embedded in my memory.

Tonight's a fantasy.

Of a love that's built by a song.

Listen to my heart warbling,

Make the moonlight our witness.